A sunrise in Ayutthaya
Some things are better left to silence. When you have gained so much and lost so much the book keeping becomes irrelevant. All you think about is starting off with a clean slate. This is the thinking of a capacitive brain in Ayutthaya experiencing the forces of life in its most original form.
You have arrived in the city, basked in its previous days glory and held your ground by covering as much as possible in the single run. You are overtaken by the strides you are making. You are running fast but you are actually walking slowly. You head has numerous thoughts of profiling characters that you have left back at home physically but you actually are light headed.
The process thus described is one of the cleansing. Popular amongst Buddhist which according to their belief links direct to your soul. Cleansing or not, the dusk arrives. Your hands are full of red color and the surroundings does not bother much. You are present in that moment at that dimension and only you are alive. You have left behind the circles of life, you have left behind the moments of sadness, you have left behind all the materials behind and now you are taking a rebirth formulating new connections with the world and taking back the old ones.
You are tired but you are alive. Your sleep is short lived but the sense of calmness has seeped in and you are no longer in state of consciousness. Your sleep does not need you. You are awake, more than ever. The sun is coloring the horizon alarming the new day that is supposed to come. It is a new day for you. Your jive has a new rhythm, a rhythm you don’t recognize but you feel connected to it.
The rays are falling on the water body right beside you and all you can glance is the calm and beautiful face in the mirroring water with worldly endeavors. Your thoughts are more self-centered and yet more outward, your feelings are more calm and yet energetic, your body is stationary but your success is already rocketing. The sun illuminates the rustic brown monuments of history with Buddha sitting on every corner.
You are mesmerized by the single minute that has transpired in the past and your emotions have found a new partner. A state of amazement and calmness. The body and mind works in tandem with the soul. Your body and mind were there with the soul but never attached. Now since the networking of the serene place has found a place in your life so has the soul found the connection to yourself.
After spending time by yourself, you should definitely travel around Ayutthaya with a tour guide.